Jammed!

After so many events happening for the past weeks..... I've been starting to settle myself back to my own pace....... team lead is leaving next tues.... so recently had been dealing with manager directly...... so far the contact is still quite good.....

Today had an appraisal with my team lead.... suppose to see all the good and bad comments of me from 5 persons whom i worked most with...... from SG or everywhere in the world cause i deal with regional.....
Good comments are more or less the same..... fast learner, good attitude, sharp senses.......
Rather disappointed with the 'to improve' comments..... some say should learn to work with team spirit.... some say need to learn to work independently.... kinda of conflict ya? lolz.... then got one comment very precise... say i dun know much abt that project although i'm suppose to be the expert.... but wth? i just took over it for 2 months plus leh..... and only been here for 3 months plus.... so i become expert meh? give me some time lah..... i know who gave that comment cause he's work with me closely on that and he's one of my regular lunch kar kees.... disappointed manz.... somemore he's the only one calling me expert.... so obvious!

Came back from genting last weekend.... lose 150++ ringgits... but really had fun over the 2 days 1 night..... shacked manz..... this time played on the roulettes rather than slots..... haha... lose $60 ringgit on slots in 1 min.... stupid game...

Then wondered what am I thinking today......
I jammed up all my schedule for next week liao!
From badminton to movies to dinner.... everything fully packed.... left Sun only :-(
Like that how to rest manz?
Somemore next week is new team lead coming onboard..... hope i dun get stress up..... she's a workaholic mum! send emails at wee hrs such as 2 & 4am :-S

Told myself to work hard for these 2 yrs and let everything comes naturally.... but it seems that I'm against the nature these days.... sigh... why like that.... think I should really learn to leave everything to nature and get on my planned track...... been feel-ing and rather sensitive lately....

Seeing buddies and close friends tieing knots..... seriously emotional. Happy for them :-)


Melonseedy Signing Off,
13 Nov 2008, 2355HRS