What's Stress

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Just as most of you are happily sleeping through the raining night now....
I just reached home 15 mins ago, bathe and having my dinner now.

30 Oct 2007 (Tue)
Reached office at 8.50am.
Worked, worked, worked till lunch time lunched in and still working.....
My entire team worked till 31-Oct 12.30am.....yah neither did I typed wrongly nor you see wrongly....its until 12.30am!!! I've worked for nearly 16 hours!!!
So what's stress???

Tomorrow need to be in office before 9am....cause got meeting..... management announcing something.....

Those who had realised my situation really encouraged me a lot.... thanks people.... I need more encouragement than ever...... otherwise sooner or later I really dunnoe wat will happen.....

Tomorrow noon going to meet client..... hopefully there aren't anymore changes after all the effort we have put in today......... please pray for me.....thank you....


Melonseedy Signing Off,
31 Oct 2007, 0130HRS

Another Timeline

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Went to work..... in the morning help out senior with some of her work... then slowly continue my project.... then heard from colleague that HR pay us our pay thru cheque and not direct banking.... faintz....
Noon went to Foodcourt@GWC for lunch, think they just reopen today after a few weeks of renovation.
Worked until 6.30pm...... initially wanna go movie with PG and her friend de..... but she worked until quite late..... so in the end cancelled.
Then I told my mum not going home for dinner liao... so sudden thought long time never dine with Kerk liao..... so asked her and ZW out for dinner. But they had dinner earlier liao caused they need to arm the office..... but they ok to have a drink lor.... so we went to Central@TampinesMall. I had my hor-fun there then they had their snacks and drinks.

We managed to catch up a bit then Kerky keep 'interrogating' me abt my stress and r/s.... sigh... I really dun feel like talking about it.... sorry Kerk.
Feel like watching a show but think both of them tired liao, so I sent the both of them home and me myself reached home at about 10.30pm.

Chatted with raine a bit on msn and gotten to know that she's sick and on mc lor.
Aiyoh, she must had over-played over the weekend liao.....
Raine, remember to take yr meals and medi regularly and drink tonnes of water ok? take care ger.

Bathe, blogged until now....going to sleep liao...
Tomorrow bro bringing the car for 5000km maintenance and dad using the car at night...so most likely will head home after work to rest.
Hope tomorrow can meet the deadline. Wished me good luck ok?
Nitey everyone :-)


Melonseedy Signing Off,
30-Oct-2007, 0038HRS

New Age Girls?

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Woke up at 11.30am.
Slacked till 1.30pm then went to uncle's house to celebrate his son's first birthday party.
By the time we reached there, almost all our relatives were there liao...lolz...
Usually its the nearest relatives who arrived the latest.... isn't it?......haha...

Chatted and catch up with cousins a bit.
Then one of my cousin showed me a letter that his son's classmate wrote to him.......its a love letter from a girl lor... and his son is only K1, 5 yrs old only!...faintz....
The envelope has two 3D red love sticking out, then the letter inside has a lot of drawings.... a girl, a boy, and many other difficult to interprete pictures..... perhaps this is so called a 'beautiful painted picture' ba, lolz.... Think also got some 'hearts' ba....haha... Most impt, there's a note that says 'I'll remember you forever, I love you...' Wow bia a....nowadays, little girls super daring and 'fierce' huh..... i think my nephew also dun understand wat the letter is all about except allowing his dad to 'circulate' the letter around...haha... anyway took quite a lot of pics, shall upload next time.....

Reached home at about 4pm, was chatting online and dozed off on my working chair until about 6pm then had dinner and played with niece for a while.
Then watched tv, blogged and added some new features to my forum.
Then chatted on msn for a while and now wanna go and sleep liao......
Tomorrow going to work again.....hope everything will be fine......wish me good luck ok?
Hmmm... feel like going for a good dinner after work tomorrow..... Anyone free sms me ok?

~~~Oyasuminasi~~~

Melonseedy Signing Off,

28-Oct-2007, 2348HRS

Thinking & Thinking

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26-Oct 2007 (Fri)
(Yesterday was too tired, so today blogged for yesterday too)
Worked from 9am to 7.30pm, a wholesome 10.5 hrs...... my first time worked for so long hours man.
Lunched in again.
Submitted the final work to my supervisor at 6pm then went thru lots of review and changes until 7.30pm then he sent it to our client. Hopefully everything is smooth.
Reached home at about 8.30pm cause bro took the car today.
Then had a small tiff with him over the usage of car. He drove the car to work instead of putting it a home therefore I missed a rare chance to went out lor, sigh.
Then after much clarifications then knew he went out before work and also need the car after work, so he park in his office lor. Not that I blame him or dun allow him to drive to office lah, just that I think he should leave the car at home lor instead of parking at his office where dad and me couldn't use it if wanted to lor if he just go for work only. Somemore he reply me thru msn until super rude like 'cannot meh?', 'urgent come my office take lah." His office is super far lor....in Balestier.
Sigh.... guess this is the minus point of sharing car lor..... if got chance maybe I'll just get another new one or pay for the current one fully then we wouldn't have future quarrels liao.
Forumed and chatted on msn.
Some issues abt 'deserving' was discussed which sets me thinking a lot......
Chatted until around 1.30am then went to koonz......

27-Oct 2007 (Sat)
Morning woke up at 11.30am then had breakie and forumed.
Managed to chat on msn for a while then started to prepare for lunch with my ex-colleagues after their work. I reached office at 1.20pm and waited at the loading and unloading area under office building until almost 2pm lor.
Had lunch at Sakae@TiongBahruPlaza then sent one of them home.
Heard something 'weird' which sets me thinking for the rest of the day. Had been thinking and reconsidering a lot these days..... perhaps what I've heard plus the reactions I've received kinda of 'enlightened' me to make a decision or I shouldn't listen to one side opinion? In a super dilemma :-(
Reached home at abt 4pm then rested until 8pm then went to meet friends at IMM.
After that we went to Westmall with the intention to catch a movie but there isn't any good slots for the good shows, so in the end we just went to CoffeeBean for a cuppa and reached home at about 12am. Again the issue of 'deserving' was brought up during the cuppa session...... sigh..... makes me more 乱... dun like the feelings of so many issues 'stucked' in my mind......
Just bathe then begin to blog... going to sleep liao..... tomorrow going to uncle's house for his son's first birthday, dun think its will be fun anyway, just slacked the sunday away ba.....

~~~~~ Nitey & Sweet Dreams Everyone ~~~~~

Melonseedy Signing Off,
28-Oct-2007, 0230HRS

Super Hectic & Stress Day

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Boss brief me on wat to do for my project and gave me a list of contacts to do some matchings against backend db.....
Keep matching here and there until noon still cannot matched :-(
Even had to dabao lunch back to eat in office, first time lunching in ever since I started work.
Until 6.40pm when my boss was about to leave then he came to me to ask am I ok.....
Then I had to explain to him that the list he gave me in the morning was wrong de...and I had been struggling.... although it will not reflect good of me lah....but hackcare liao.... deadline is tonight or tomorrow morning.... he ask me not to worry and we will continue tomorrow morning. So I took all the stuff and pack home to do lor.....sianz...

Reached home at 7.30pm, bathe liao, makan until 8.30pm like that.
Then off Tv, close door and started working....re-linking everything from scratch......
Worked until 11pm then talked to boss thru msn and think no choice liao, tomorrow need him to step in to see see..... Hope everything will be fine tomorrow..... Think I really need to find some programmes after work tomorrow to destress liao before I breakdown.... anyone for dinner?

Some close friends and my blog readers asked me why am I so pissed off in my forum and blog and who had pissed me so off.
Perhaps I seldom got pissed off until like that ba, so all of them concern for me.....
I refused to tell caused I think whatever had pass shall pass, I dun want to pursue and make everyone unhappy.
Perhaps it just that moment that consecutive issues had pissed me off which cause me to behave in such a way ba.....suan le ba.... my life has to go on anyway....
Thanks for all your concern, I'm better liao......

Need to go rest le....tomorrow is another busy day....
Nitey everyone.


Melonseedy Signing Off,
26-Oct-2007, 0001HRS

Damn it! !@#$%^&

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Suppose to be on a super happy mood after a nice dinner with the right company and a happy working day at MS office.......
But then heard of 'someone' who 'used me' to find trouble for my friends really pissed me off..... Then read something from the forum which further pissed me off..... and lastly a sms from someone who pissed me off to the rock bottom!!!!

Are people revealing their 'real face' to me after I left or this is really their real face?
They think no working r/s liao so can do anything and say anything they like izit?
Sickening, fed-up, pissed off!

Perhaps I might look ok to be joke by u all..... but still I have my own limit de!
Dun think I am always the happy-go-lucky guy that can let you all anyhow joke around.
Those who know me well will know where is the dead spot of me that u all cannot 'hit' de..... try doing that and u pay for it yourself.

Brain Cracking Day

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Entire day was cracking my brain on the sql project that my boss gave me.
Uncovered some 'loopholes' in boss's sqls.... so had been trying to resolve that for the entire noon before reporting to him.
Had some orientation briefing from 10am onwards to 12pm.
Tomorrow gonna run some final tests before discussion with Boss at 4pm. Hope everything will be fine, pray for me ya ;-)

Managed to change my fitness review session with my gym trainer for tomorrow to next wed instead cause have to attend a 'grievance' session conducted by my karkess, lolz.
Will be going in the capacity as a neutral party since I wasn't very much a victim, just a bystander, haha.

Worked till 6.30pm today (half hr extra) and yet got colleague shout across to me: "how come u can so early go home de? Different from the rest when they first started work leh, why different treatment?"...
Then my boss answered 'dun know leh'..... and i got stunned.....
Really got so much work to work until late meh? Dun stress me leh.... sigh.....
Anyway i need to rush off caused need to pass the car to my parents for their dinner tonight.
Reached home at abt 7.10pm, bathe, had fried rice that mum cooked (sianz...), watched tv, forumed and blogged until now.....

Anyway I told myself whatever decision made is made, dun 'cry over spill milk'..... Must look forward and advance to find the Happy Lion again!!!
That's why I'm quite happy today cause finally I know at least what I'm doing and hopefully my boss will recognized my effort which at least dun make me feel regretful leaving my ex-company.

明天会更好！大家要加油哦！

Melonseedy Signing Off,
23-Oct-2007, 2305HRS

Rain Rain Go Away....

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Raining very heavily now.....feel like singing the kiddy song that pri school teachers used to taught us....'Rain rain go away, come again another day....' .....lolz.... suddenly feel like going back to pri school days......haha....
But now i dun want the rain to stop leh.....like that cold weather very good to sleep..... but my poor 'wife' downstair alone at her 'lot' enduring the rain and cold weather... poor thing..... good also lah......a good bath.... lolz...

Morning woke up as per usual at 7.30am then prepare to leave for work.
Reached office before 9am working hours.
Chatted with ex-colleague or rather my new click thru gmail googletalk ;-)
Yeah!... 'earned' a new friend :-)
Then continued studying my SQLs until noon then finally understand and did my own sqls :-)
Ex-boss called me just before lunch asking about a report, so I remotely troubleshoot for him over the phone lor.... couldn't help much as my backup db is at home.....so had to come home see liao then update him again tomorrow.

Noon went to Zion Hawker again with colleagues.
My team went to Microsoft office to work after lunch leaving me and my supervisor here. They couldn't bring me there cause I dun have a working laptop and they will be doing their work remotely over there for the rest of the day. So bor bian lor, hope next time can go over.
Finally managed to did some real work.... tomorrow need to 'test' my work liao ;-)
Couldn't find any 'entertainment' after work or rather too 'tired' to find liao....so in the end sent TH to SP for his lessons and came home to rest.
Watched TV, cleared facebook events, foruming, blogged till now.....
Opps! haven help ex-boss check the db yet....better go check now..... u all have a good sleep ok?

~~~~~Rest well and Sleep tight~~~~~

Melonseedy Signing Off,

22-Oct-2007, 2325HRS

Bore Bore Day

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Last night slept at 5am..... had interrupted sleep until 1pm this noon.
Woke up, wash-up, had breakie then had been slacking in my air-con room till 6pm.
Couldn't focus the whole day maybe because of insufficient sleep.
Msning, watched tv, did some collages from last night D&D pics and updated my blog.
Also played with Ashlyn for a while until 6pm then we went for dinner.
Started to have some flu maybe because caught a cold in the air-con room.

After dinner, went to visit granny at her house nearby.
Stayed there till 8.30pm then we came home.
Blogged, bathed and just popped a yellow flu pill.
Soon gonna KO from the drowsy side effect of the pill.

Tomorrow gonna start another new week of work, hopefully everything will be smooth. Most likely to understudy from another team that I'm in.
Time to gambate, you all too must gambate ok?

~~~Have a Great Week Ahead~~~

Melonseedy Signing Off,

21-Oct-2007, 2225HRS

A Day to Reminisce

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Last night slept at 1am plus and this morning work up at 12.50pm, hehe.
Entire noon was like slacking in front of com and tv till 5.15pm then mum bought chicken rice for me as dinner.

I did not do any work nor went gym as planned the day before ;-)
Instead, I had watched TV until 8.15pm then started to prepare to to join ex-company for their SHP2007Dinner&Dance@OrchardHotel.

Went to Clementi Central to do some banking before that.

Reached Orchard Hotel at about 9pm then sneaked into the hotel ballroom from the back.
Busy socialising most of the tables.... some even had extra empty seats and told me to join them, even have 'offers' from other clinics de, so touched.....thanks everyone :-)
Took a lot of nice pics with my clicks and some other ex-colleagues.

http://picasaweb.google.com/ryanloh12/SHPDD2007OrchardHotel20thOct2007

Some previews as below >>>>>

My Clicks_1

My Clicks_2

My Clicks & Ex-Colleagues from different clinics

The HQ Beauties

My HQ Friends

The Rest of the Beauties

Wow....all look so pretty and kawaii as compared to seeing them in their normal working attire. The D&D theme was 'Around the World' and therefore most of them were dressed in Han-Fu, kimono, kerbaya and many other costumes from different countries. Will definitely miss everyone of them de. Take care everyone :-)

After that had intention to watch movie at TampinesMall de but there wasn't any slots left for the good show, so we went to Bedok for supper and reached home at only 1.30am plus.
Bathed and watched some old chinese serials on TCS 8 until now.
Super tired, going to sleep liao.....
Nitey everyone :-)


Melonseedy Signing Off,
21 Oct 2007, 0445HRS

Demoralising Day = Depression Mode?

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Dad sent me to work today cause bro using the car.
Reached office, had a brief update with supervisor until 10.30am plus then he threw me a new project with manual for me to study.
Spend the rest of the day figuring supervisor's programming scripts and reading the manual.
Noon time went to Tiong Bahru Plaza with supervisor and the rest of the lunch kar kees for lunch. Separated into 2 groups, one grp went the QI JI for lunch and I joined the other group to had porridge buffet at RajahInn.
It was raining when we finished lunch, so we shared cab back.
Entire noon keep staring at the sqls and manual.....sian man....

Tried to look for after-work programmes....but to no avail....
TH had lobang of 2 tixs for 9pm to 9am movie marathon for only $10.50 per tix.... but I had to give it a miss as I couldn't find any kar kees..... Actually its really worth it...cause got new movies like 兄弟, Arctic Tale, Nanny's Diaries, 881, Room 14... and forgotten the 6th show....
Knock off at 6pm, then supervisor made a comment that I should be ready on Mon...walau...ready for wat? stress leh......
I took bus with TH to Outram then changed to MRT home.
Reached home, watched tv, forumed, think, slacked and did some personal administrative stuff. Walau, this month chalked 1.9k for my credit card.....dunnoe how to pay next month man....sianz.....
Keep thinking of human's complicated relations, my relations and true feelings and etc.... never ever going to have an conclusion.... will only make myself more unhappier....
Then thought abt my career, I'm not as happier and looking forward going to work now as compared to previous. Kinda of missed my kar kees, my cubicle, my friends, everything...... :-(
Not sure whether I have what it takes for me to excel in my current work..... no confidence.....sian sian sianz.......
Then I blogged till now and quite tired liao...so going to sleep liao.....
Tomorrow see whether got noon programmes anot....if not maybe do some other work that I owed my previous co or go to gym to destress.
Nitey everyone.


Melonseedy Signing Off,
20-Oct-2007 0043HRS

Finally Seen Some Light

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15-Oct-2007 (Mon)
First day of work reached office at 8.45am and waited and waited until 9.15am then TH brought me to my seat. Walau, HR person on leave and no one to cover so no one brings me around too :-(
Met my team for the first time, supervisor will be outstationed at client's site for the entire week and 2nd-in command on mc.....so only left with one senior gal to orientate me. She threw me 3 manuals to read.
Had a 'culture shock' here.... everyone including supervisors use msn to communicate and the hierachy is super flat lor.
We went lunch at Zion Road hawker and walked to GWC to do some shopping. Then it rained and we la kopi with one of the supervisor there until the rain didn't stop then we decide to share cab back to office. Super short distance, meter only jumped 10 to 20 cents....lolz.....
Entire day was like reading manuals and msning and emailing ex-colleagues and friends :-)
At night sent TH to SP for his night classes then I drove home to some packing and admin stuff.
Found this mystery note and decided to paste it on my home working's area :-)

Please note.....I'm looking for the mystery person who wrote this note.... Note author, thanks for the 'sweet' mystery package. Its really nice of you to had rem my birthday ;-) But I would still be happier if you could identify yourself to me so that I could thank you personally :-)

16-Oct-2007 (Tue)
Again reading manuals and emailing/msning.......
Had lunch at nearby kopitiam.
Nothing much in office.
At night went to meet SL and Ric for dinner at Paragon@Orchard.
Wanted to park at Shaw Centre which cost $2.14 per entry.....but then lazy to walk...so tot of parking direct at Paragon at $3.14 ($1 more ex)....who knows forgotten then I will 'hit' ERP.... so extra charge of $1 or $2...can't rem....ex lor...
So restless when met them...cause had been reading manuals for consecutively 2 days... so tiring.... so had to explain to them lor....
We for dinner at the Spagettis at the basement of Paragon and had some politics chat. Then SL ask me entire night smsing who and why so distracted. Then I replied a generic answer 'Friend lor'.....haha.
Reached home at 11plus pm.

17-Oct-2007 (Wed)
Finally got to do some hand-ons le.......
Then understand actually main job is to clean MS data......
Then at later part of the day, supervisor came in and introduced me to BigBoss then BigBoss told me that I will be shared between MS team and another In-house team. Its good to learn from both side lah.... but then cfm will be very busy liao... cfm difficult to segregate myself into 2 teams de :-( watever it is, let the supervisors decide ba.
At night went to pick up Shan then went to gym. Gave her her presents and think she liked it very much, at least didn't waste my 2 days effort ;-)
Ran for 5km as per usual.
Then we went to Marche@Vivo and ordered a lot of food. Had quite a great time catching up with them and we took some pics ;-) Waiting for them to send me the pics so that I can upload it here. Following are some preview that I had took from my hp with lousier resolutions.
18-Oct-2007 (Thu)
Today was introduced to the back-end database and got to play some SQL queries like I used to do in my previous previous job. Feels good to be back in that environment :-)
Finally confirmed my seating place and com after 4 days....lolz.
Noon went to Pearl Centre to lunch with SL, Marco & Serene at my favourite western food. Then when we were paying up, auntie 'stunned' me with a surprise question of 'that ger leh?'.....faintz.... then they started trying to 'grill' me. Please lor.....its my HPB's Ane lah......she already happily married with 2 cuties lor.... think I got 'special taste' for married woman meh? hahaha.......
Took cab there and back to office before 2pm, what an expensive lunch....haha...should have drove there....
Supervisor said that he wanna review with me tomorrow on what I had learnt these days....sounds scary....hope everything will be fine.
Initial plan at night was to visit Maj with YN de.....but QF & WL asked me out for dinner...so we went dinner at JurongPoint lor..... Went to fetch QF then WL....QF said he wanna 'be my passenger' so I gave him a ride lor since we live near.
We had dinner at the foodcourt there....then I went to Courts to look at my Panasonic FX-55 and finally bought it..... black one! so happy..... bought at $649+$132 (extended 2 yrs warranty) for 12 months interest-free installment. Initially was 48 mths installment but i ask for 12 mths and asked them whether got 2nd batt anot....they threw in a free one for me lor....but its other brand de....not the original one....better than nothing lah hor...haha... then also got 2GB SD card.... all in place liao.....now charging and preparing to use it on Sat's SHP D&D.
Not sure wanna go anot leh....they have a hotel room after the dinner....so I thought of joining them for after dinner activities...... some invited me but some didn't...like a bit thick skinned to go like that leh.....dilemma....
Reached home at abt 10.30pm... bathe and blogged until now....
Going to sleep liao...tomorrow might be going to MS office, so happy :-)
Btw, tomorrow no car....also no programme....sianz....anyone wanna date or meet me? Quickly sms me leh......Dun feel like going home on fri night after work le....sianz.....
Nitey everyone~~~~


Melonseedy Signing Off,
18-Oct-2007, 2355HRS

Be Strong....

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11-Oct-2007 (Thu)
Had quite a smooth 'tomato drinking' session this time round.
Met Maj in the morning and accompany her for several hours while her parents talk to her doctor abt her condition. Seems like they had decided to let her go on chemo despite her current condition.
Was being 'tied up' quite early this time round at abt 10.30am so called bro to buy me lunch. First pack start right after my lunch. This time round, doc changed my pre-med and so I was KO for several hours right after lunch.
Spent several hours helping her to do something that I had promised right after I woke up. Dad came to fetch me at 8plus pm and reached home at about 8.45pm.
Slept quite late at about 1am plus.

12-Oct-2007 (Fri)
Woke up at 11plus am.
Had breakie and slacked in front of the TV and com until 1.30pm then left house to NUH for my endo and eye clinic appt.
Endo clinic started at abt 2.45pm and ended near 3pm. Doc decided to increase my jab dosage after blood test which I suppose it wasn't too good.
Reached eye clinic aro 3.10pm and waited until 3.40pm then had my eye triage. Perfect vision with my current specs :-)
Nurse gave me an eyedrop to dilute my eyes where my pupils are supposed to open for the doc to assess. The thing is that the eyedrop will makes me have blur vision for 4 hours and I still need to drive home....... but still they went ahead with the eyedrop.
Seen the doc at about 4pm where doc say more tests are needed so I was being scheduled for another test in Dec. Waited for payment and new appt from 4.15pm till 5pm!!! SOC waiting time sucks man.......
5pm my vision was managable so drove back home to pass the car to bro.
At night had a relatively long chat with PG again :-)
Then she recommended this song (no idea wat's the song title, haha) to me which I kinda of liked it and so put it on my blog.... PG, I dedicate this song to you ya? For you to listen while reading my blog ;-)
Then I read her blog and discovered that actually she's sort of in a quite 'unhappy mood'..... sigh.... wondered how can the sensitive me did not actually 'sense' that...... sorry PG..... Be strong ok? I will always be here to lend u my 'listening ears' de..... anytime & anyplace, guarantee + chop.
Slept at around 3am.

13-Oct-2007 (Sat)
Woke up at 11plus am.
Slacked infront of pc and tv again till 2.30pm plus then drove off to NUH to meet up with the rest of my friends to visit Maj.
Heard her parents mentioned that they were actually struggling between whether to let her go thru chemo which she might have quite a rough time for the rest of her several months vs letting her live her last few weeks peacefully. My heart almost collapsed after hearing that.... wat.... she only had a few months left?....... But she looks fine..... how can she only have a few months left???? ............ Maj, u must be strong ok?
Met up with friends in the evening for dinner at IMM and supper at Mac@WestCoastPark.
Bought 2 cordless phone with caller ID for my home at quite a good bargain for only $99. My house had been paying for caller-id services for more than 3 years and our last caller-id phone was spolit 2 yrs ago, so had been paying the service stupidly, now then decided to buy a good one for long usage. Most impt of all, its black, haha ;-)
Also bought 2 vo-doo dolls ;-)
Reached home at abt 1am and slept at 2am plus.

14-Oct-2007 (Sun)
Woke up at 1oam plus. Clear some work and sent my bro to work at 3pm.
Then drove to new office to familarise with the route from the carpark which I had bought season parking for to office. Walau, quite far leh.....about 10 mins walk with a lot of climbing. The carpark is actually on top of a small hill and my office is below....faintz..... should explore other better carparks really soon.....
Wanna had my car wash at the nearby Shell but unfortunately their car-wash had closed liao. So maybe try again tomorrow after work and also 'feed' my car.
Went to Outram Temporary Market and bought dinner home. Bought a feast home man.... only for 3 person.....
Reached home, watch tv and blogged till now.
Need to go and pack up things to bring for 1st day of work tomorrow liao. Feel like kid going to school for the 1st day..... having some 'glitters', hope everything will be smooth tomorrow ;-)

Hope everyone around me will have a great week ahead :-)


Melonseedy Signing Off,
14-Oct-2007, 2040HRS

Moody.....Sad....

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Mon, Tue went back to office to work as part time although I've formally had my last day last thurs. Busy busy, bore bore bore......

Mon after work went to meet camp friends for dinner at Sakae@Marina.
As per usual, we crapped a lot and they realised that I looked distracted and not my normal self for that night, so some of them was quite concerned for me..... guess I'm someone who 'gives myself away' easily.......
Then I went to 'save' biaomei and PG nearby and sent them home after that.
Reached home and waited.... but to no avail.....
Tue played TT for the final time in office until 8pm plus.

Then went dinner with ZW & SS at Ichiban@GWC. Ordered too much and SS paid for it, so pai sai that I've ordered too much and not the one paying...... Then I sent ZW home and was nearby, so called her..... but no one pick up...... reached home then she msn me izit I looking for her...... just as I was about to reply.... offline liao :-(

Today woke up at 11am.... wanna meet her for lunch...... but negative reply.... then asked some of my other ex-colleagues for lunch...... also negative responses.....
Went to buy hdb season parking for my new workplace.... cost me $130++ for one and a half month of parking at multi-purpose carpark until 3oth Nov......ex :-(
Then send my bro to work at 3plus and went back to old office to see ex-ex-colleagues.
Initially wanna visit my ex-colleagues also but not enuff time.
So only managed to pick up goodfriend at 6.30pm then went Gym@Vivo.
Ran for 5km and halfway thru received bad news :-(
One of ex-camp kid diagnosed with terminal stage of cancer and had to abandon chemo to go home. Wat the...... she's only 10 years old and is so fun-loving! How can god treat her like that? why why why???? how's her parents coping? how to explain to her younger bro? its really saddening..... :-(
Life is really that fragile? wat can i do for her?
Went dinner at Kopitiam@Vivo ..... not really in the mood..... then sent goodfriend home and reached home at abt 11pm. Watched tv and had some heart-baring chat with PG..... then blogged until now.....
Have not heard anything from her today :-(
Need to go sleep liao...tomorrow going NUH again......


Melonseedy Signing Off,
11-Oct-2007, 0120HRS

Stress Week

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1-Oct-2007 (Mon)
Normal working day.
Gave boss a brief update on the work progress for the week which he's out of town.
Initially wanna trim my hair after work but in the end went to watch 'Balls of Fury' with goodfriend and some colleagues from other clinic.
After movie sent goodfriend home and met up with her for a cuppa at CoffeeBean@HollandV.
We had a nice catchup until about 12am then I sent her home.
Reached home, bathed and slept at about 1am plus.

2-Oct-2007 (Tue)
Another normal day at work.
Suppose to formally handover some reporting stuff to boss and manager but in the end postponed it to Wed morning.
Lunch time rushed to my hairdresser for a quick cut.
Documention, documention, documention....
Still have to deal with those whom are making sure that they can have their things done before my last day on Thurs, so disturbing :-(
At night went with several colleagues to Dempsey Road for dinner and a drink. Suppose to be a farewell drinking session for me ;-)

Only had a glass of white wine caused I drove. We really had a great time catching up although its only the 8 of us :-) Thanks my Dear Friends :-)
Sent Biaomei home after that and reached home before 12am.
Bathed and slept 'peacefully' after the drink.

3-Oct-2007 (Wed)
Entire morning busy handling over work to Boss & manager.
Sigh, guess there's too much IT involved, don't think they are able to absorb much except to depend on my step by step SOPs with screenshots. Have to make sure my SOPs are very clear and precise in order not to miss out any important steps :-(
Noon time manager treated me and several of my lunch kar kees to a chinese lunch at Safra@MountFaber.
After work went to Gym@Vivo to workout for an hour with goodfriend and ex-colleagues. Finally signed up for the gym at $700 (before GST) for a year. The GM said they actually revised the price up to $850 already but he will make an exception to give me the price he had promised my a week ago :-) So I think I better signed up before I surrender my staff pass on Thurs ;-)
After gym we had dinner at the KopitiamFoodCourt@Vivo.
Then I dropped them home at AMK area.

4-Oct-2007 (Thu)
Finally last day at work.
Still busy clearing up work.....
Boss treated me and 9 of my other colleagues to 老北京@TBP as my farewell lunch.









Worked till 7pm and still couldn't clear all my stuff, so decided to request HR to tentatively extend my last day to coming mon hopefully sufficient for me to clear my work. HR said they couldn't extend my last day but they could pay me daily based on my current wage for the extra days I worked without any benefits. I thought that's better than nothing right? ;-)
Took a cab to Kbox@Marina for some destressing moments with my colleagues.
Really had a great time after a stress day at work. Perhaps its because of the bottle of Carlsberg that I had took too, haha.
We sang until 11pm plus although our room charge is until 10pm :-)
Shared cab with Biaomei home after that.
Reached home, bathed and had a good night sleep.


5-Oct-2007 (Fri)
Reported at NUH at about 9am.
Took a lot of blood test until 12pm then started treatment :-(
In the morning was chatting with a colleague then realised there was some unhappiness between my office and other clinics. I stepped in as a neutral party to help them clear up doubts and misunderstandings. Damn it, the culprit of the mess not only do not wanna admit her mistakes, she still tried to blame it on my created forum, wat the heck man? Feel like slapping her. Its time I distanced myself away from this terrible person.
'Tomato juice' only came at 2pm plus then I had my 1st blood reaction 15 mins later. Again, normal procedure, doc gave me medi to KO me for 1 hour which after that they started the flow again. Again reaction came back and they gave me more medi to KO me for another 2 hours. Usually they should abandoned the pack if 2nd reaction re-appears, but wtf, they decided to continue! For the 3rd time, my face and body was swollen like pig and they gave me another drug to stop my itch. This time its about 7pm and they decided to abandon the pack and start a new one but I refused as its too late. Will end abt 11pm if I wanna continue, so I told them I'll come back next thurs to continue as I'm on leave.
Left NUH at about 9pm when my bro came to fetch me.
What an unlucky day! Spend so much time there and yet input is less than output :-( Hope I won't be too tiring over the next few days....

6-Oct-2007 (Sat)
Woke up and went to work at 9am plus.
Before reaching office, asked someone whom I'm close to in HR whether can she call the other colleague to return me the parking transponder as I still need to park for a few more days, no benefits to claim for transport :-(
But then she replied me 'Sat not her working day not nice to disturb her'. Walau a... sianz man.... HR so inflexible one meh...... already told her its urgent caused I'm driving in today and so will be good if I can get the transponder but still...... sigh.... dun wish to comment liao.....
1pm plus, some nurse managers from another clinic wanna treat me to la kopi, so I drove to their clinic to meet them. Picked them up at 2.30pm and wanna drove to OrchardParagon for lunch but in the end ended up at Centrepoint where we settled our lunch at the CrystalJadeGinseng&BBQ. A place of nice memories there ;-) They treated me lunch instead of kopi, so pai sai. But we had a nice time catching up.
After lunch went with her to Crumpler@OrchardParagon to exchange for another design of the bag which my colleagues had bought for me for my farewell, who knows when we reached there, the staff said as the bag was puchased in Wheelock branch, so we can only do the exchange there. Walau, so inflexible for such a branded shop. So in the end we walked over to the Crumpler@WheelockPlace and topped up for another $50+ to exchange for a brown laptop bag which I liked the most in that shop. The other designs do not have the black color that I want :-( The staff there all got attitude problem, instead of allowing me to check on the bag that I want, she slowly took her own sweet time to pack the bag that I returned first while chatting with her colleague which she could have done that when there's no crowd! In the end she caused a jam in the queue. Super attitude, not going back to that same store again!
Then we spend about 2 hours at the Borders@WheelockPlace before we walked over to Cineleisure to look at whether are there any nice movies.
Luckily we didn't bought any tickets caused 5 mins after we left, her mum called to say she's going CGH A&E and so I drove her there.
Then I sent them home after everything is settled.
She knew I'm hungry caused we had not had dinner and so she accompany me for dinner after sending her mum up. We went to TheCheesecakeCafe@Siglap for some cheesecakes and cuppa until 12.30am then I sent her home.
Reached home, bathed and slept at about 3am.

7-Oct-2007 (Sun)
Couldn't wake up at 11am to support my goodfriend and colleagues at their OpenSwim@ECP.
Only woke up at 12.30plus pm.
Watched TV, finished working on my goodfriend's bday prez, forumed and blogged till now.
Mood supposed to be 3 # but for no reason dropped to 2 bez kena scolding from my dad when he's home when I sided my mum earlier on. Didn't know they had some arguments, so I sided my mum as she's not around, then my dad used vulgar languages to scold me.... wat the heck! The last time he did that was when we quarrelled years ago which I couldn't really remember. Guessed he must really be furious but also dun need to vent his anger on me right? Damn it.... must be money related issues again.... dun noe wat my mum had done this time again to anger him so much.
Sigh, guessed I better wrapped up and turn in earlier before WW4 erupted.
Tomorrow going wrapped up my work and meet up with my camp friends for catch up at dinner, hope it will be fun....

~~~~~~~Good Night Everyone~~~~~~

Melonseedy Signing Off,
7-Oct-2007, 2330HRS