My Life?

Fri met up with several ex-colleagues to seek some of their advices.
Actually had more or less decided before meeting them liao.
But still their advices did supported my decision.
Thanks pple.
Perhaps its really the wrong timing and place.
However, there was a suprised additional opportunity that came on the same day.
Reached home at 10plus pm after the dinner and worked all the way till 5am :-(

Woke up at about 1pm plus and slacked my Sat away until the night.
Went to the east with my family to visit my relative.
That place really makes me remincise about the past.
Had many many memories there.

Today started my training from 9am.
Training is kinda of lousier than the previous years but still I managed to share some of my past experience with the newbies hopefully they could really 'absorb'.
Ends at 5pm then some of us we went for some desserts and dinner nearby.
Reached home at 8plus pm.
Super tired now, dozed off a bit just now.
Now waiting for 'The Apprentice' at 11pm.
Hope I can tahan until then.

Feelings comes, feelings go.
How to have a life without much feelings?
Anyone care enlighten my life?


Melonseedy Signing Off,
27th Apr 2008, 2301HRS

3 More Days!

This morning is the first time I took the train ever since I drove to work everyday.

Super squeezing and fustrating meh...... its practically like sardine-packed!

Think I must think of a better alternative liao since I will be in MS till next week and couldn't park there :-(

And yes, something to be happy about.

Another 3 more days will be the 1 year anniversary of my driving license!

Yeah....... no more 13 points only..... will be having 24 pts..... rite? not sure also... haha.....

Anyone knows?

Just cleared some work and read a super 'full of feel' post from my friend's blog which she did mentioned me too...... sooooo much 'feel' and 'touchy' lor...... haha...... below is wat I had extracted ;-)

"To koda & melon: I prob. nv mentioned to u 2 before abt hw much I love u 2 .... I prob din noe hw much u 2 cared abt me .... oni when I fell so so so low .... knowin tt u 2 cared so much for me ... I wanna slapped myself for nt realisin tt my world is act. so beautiful cos I had 2 wonderful frens who care so much for me and I was sooo immersed in my own probs and worries ... tt I failed to realise tt I was act. impt in ur eyes ... Im sry I nv learn to nt worry my frens ... I nv learn to share oni happy things with my frens ... I nv learn to realise tt I had wonderful frens like u 2 ... Im sry dears .... Thank you for being there and here and everywhere for me ... thxz for feasting me all these, bravin the fact tt u all will fatten up with me ... thxz for forcin popeye chic down despite hw much u hate it ... thxz for everything my wonderful pals...."

PG, I just wanna let you know no matter what happen, the both of us will forever be by yr side supporting you de.

At least I will be there anywhere and anytime when you need me ;-)

We must be strong ok?

We still have more than half of our life's journey to walk!

Let's 'choose' a happy and fun journey to 'travel' ya?

Serious Considerations

Last Sat worked from 6pm to 4am after noon's CRS HandsOnTraining@WestCoastPark.

Sun worked till 2am

Yesterday worked till 12.30am.

Today decided not to work late...... blogged instead :-)

Am being enlisted to MS from today till next Fri to cover colleague who is on MC.

Seriously I'm also quite uncomfy.... super ulcer in mouth and tongue so no fried and heaty food for me for time being :-(

Today spoke to MS supervisor and ex-colleague separately.
Seems like I should really make some serious considerations within these weeks.
Pending some 'results' before I should really plan....... hope there will be 'results' for me soon.
Keeping all my fingers crossed :-

BTW, for those who had read my previous postings, I am ok le..... sorted out my own feelings after some thinkings...... thanks for all your concerns.
And really, I didn't 失恋 ok? hahaha......

A Sign?

Hadn't met my Sec and Uni classmates for a long loooooooong time.... at least several years for the Uni gang and abt 1 yr for the Sec gang.

And it just happened that we've all arranged to meet this week.

Met the Sec gang yesterday and will be meeting the Uni gang tomorrow..

Today just met some ex-colleagues, past mon met a couple of friends, tomorrow will also be meeting Poly gang, sat meeting another friend, sun might be meeting 2 batch of ex-colleagues, coming mon meeting a friend from my volunteering camp.......

Seems to be meeting all my grps of friend within this week..... left the Kindergarden and Pri gang only......... are they going to call me to meet me too?

Is this a sign for me?

Giving It Up Rather Than Holding On To It

"Giving it up rather than holding on to it"

Anyone ever had this feeling of giving up something important to you to someone that you trust knowing that there should not be any results of you holding on to it?

The whirlpool feeling inside you....... the dilemma..... the uncomfortable feeling...... the going to lose feeling..... and the lousy feeling of everything......

Will letting it go be a happy ending for both sides? Or at least a better ending?

What if there might be a chance of different results one day if you keep holding on to it?

What if............ ?

I hate this feeling.

SiCko WeeK

Had a Super duper stress and sicko week.......
Being the one and only person to manage a grp of TMs to steer the proj which needs to be completed in 3 days..... its really really tiring and stressful..... a wholesome of 55 working hrs in 4 days......
Mon - 13 hrs of work, slept at 1am
Tue - 15 hrs of work, slept at 2am
Wed - 14 hrs of work, slept at 3am
Thu - 13 hrs of work, slept at 2am
Fri - Rest (BTS)

No time to check and reply personal emails, no time to reply smses & calls, no time for msn, no time for long lunches and kopi session..... everything is only work work work.......

Well, work is work, friends are impt too....... so a few of us celebrated Janice's Birthday at MeltTheWorldCafe@OrientalMandarin on Wed after work. Am physically there, but mind was crunching data..... lolz... had a great time though ;-) Hope the rest had a great time too.

Many pple's birthday...... happy birthday to the following people, hope you all had enjoyed yr day :-)
10th Apr - Janice & Fazil
11th Apr - Kerk & Marc

Finally first phase of project ended on Thurs, therefore went for a quickie dinner with colleagues. Reached home at abt 9plus pm and started to compile a summary report for the 1st phase of project until 2am then zzz....

Today went NUH for my BTS...... everyone said I looked like walking zombie......
Finished BTS and reached home at about 7plus pm..... now feeling quite sick and uncomfortable. Had those feeling of like coughing for ages until lungs very cold n empty but am not coughing leh..... perhaps some stupid virus got into me at NUH :-(
I'm going sick......


Melonseedy Signing Off,
11th Apr 2008, 2326HRS

A Busy Week Gone.......

Phew, finally got chance to blog.......
Had been working pretty late these days therefore no time to blog for last weekend :-(

Sat went to Ane's son Zayne 1st Birthday.

His actual birthday is today!

Happy Birthday Zaynie boy!!!
Was the official photographer for that party, so got someone to take these pics for me since I brought my cam too.
Zayne is super handsome and cute manz.... already got pple asking me abt him in my FaceBook, lolz. Look at his pics!

Was kinda of early for evening date with FRB, therefore went TBP for a cuppa.
Sigh, tot it was Sun free parking so never display coupon.
Suai man.... was only there for abt 45 mins...... but kena summon.
Already sent in my appeal, hope they believe.

At night went Swensons@ParkHotel with FRB buddies.
Had a great time catching up with them although its the usual 4 of us.
Then we went cuppa at CoffeeBean@Paragon.
Took some pics as per usual ;-)

The Vain Me

Artistic Shots

Sunday early went to support my ex-colleagues for their SportDays@TampinesStadium.

Pretty cool to meet those ex-colleagues whom I had used to liaise with them before..... just like those type of going home feeling..... kinda of missed them......

Mon to today, super busy working week
Work, go home, sleep, ....... same cycle continued.......... weekend is coming..... whhoaoaoaoa!!!!...

Melonseedy Signing Off...... 3rd Apr...... 2320HRS.......zzzzz....