STAR

Everytime when I see that, it'll just kill my mood....
No matter how happy I was, the happiness will be gone instantly.....
Whenever I see that, I'll just give a 'sigh'.....
What to do?
Sometimes I even had the urge just to pull it out and throw into the big sea forever...... but what's the point of doing it?
Thought STAR could replace it..... but guess maybe it wasn't good enough..... STAR should be in 'cold storage' now :-( perhaps gathering some webs soon...

A Form Of Assurance

Its actually not a matter of whether is there a need to let the rest know or not.....

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Sometimes its the joy of sharing and a form of assurance for your the other one.

Drifting

Met an Observer just like me today....
Had some interesting conversations.....
- 'Observer tends to have a more mature thinking, that can see things clearer...'
- 'Normally Observers are problem solver.....'
- 'but becos it's a nature, it's very difficult to change'
- 'so once u understand that this is a nature, u will change your thinking to adjust to this nature'
- 'thinking can change de.. only depends on whether u want or not, and how determine u are. i believe it's possible, only if that person is willing and determined'
- 'normally ppl wont change unless they experience something bad.. then they reflect...'
We even shared the same dream of going to Tibet one day......... interesting :-)

Certain 'conversations' these days makes me feel weird.... as though things are drifting...... not sure why..... Does things really change just like that? I just dun like it this way.....

Blissful Month

Besides busy going for job interviews, I had an amazing month with my dearest :-)

Hunting for ice-cream places, hunting for good food, hunting for places to go, there seems to be full of places to go and things to play when you are not alone :-)
I used to thought Singapore is boring but now having someone with me, time seems never enough! We still have a line-up of programmes in our schedule!

Recently we went to 'squeeze' PC show even though I told myself I will never go again ever since my first time there few years ago......
But its a whole new experience when you go with yr most love and have an objective to met.... which is she wanna buy a laptop ;-) Although we went for 2 days then managed to get wat she wants.... but still we had a lot of fun.....

Last Sat, we went to explore Hort Park to celebrate our monniversay and had a lot of fun there....... really sweat it out manz.... look at all the nice pics that we had took :-)

Ok lah enuff of that before my readers starts to be too green with envy.... hehe... I just wanna shared my happiness and bliss with my best friends who reads my blog.... hope everyone of you are happy and blissful also!

Might be looking for a career change within these weeks....... will update you peeps again :-)

Its 1.20am... time to sleep.... gotten work tomorrow with a brand new week!
Sweet Dreams everyone!


Melonseedy Signing Off,
22 Jun 2009, 0120HRS

Difficult Men

Perhaps being (M)an isn't an easy task afterall.

When M keeps talking to W about how good is this movie and blah blah blah, W remains bore.
When W hears or see other peeps mentioning abt that movie, she began super hype up abt it.
Either W is slow or M is not as 'impactful' as other peeps.

When M wanna plan a nice date, W either reject the proposal or feel lousy caz its not according to wat she wants.
When M dun plan and let W decide, W say M is lousy and insincere.

When W ask M what to eat and M gave choices, W rejects.
When M said anything and let W decide, W said M indecisive.

When M left W alone, W feels lonely and no one loves.
When M scare W lonely and try to show concern, W thinks M is disturbing and feel stifled.

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Reflections

Purpose of this post is to reflect on my geomancer's forecast that I had about 6 months ago.....

1. Career - Predicted to do some technology related business... maybe import/export or coordination stuff which are not too tiring or strenous...... Gui-Ren will appear.....
--> Maybe changing job soon.... back to healthcare again building database and clinical reportings...... still looking for my Gui-Ren......

2. Money - Predicted no luck on gambling.... 4D still ok... stick to a fixed number
--> Won some money during CNY....... stick to a fix number but till now no news.....

3. Health - Predicted not much changes and dun have to worry..... just have to wait for a miracle....
--> Still waiting for miracle with more worries....

4. Room positions - Take off double decker bed to relieve 'pressing' and put digital clock to prevent quarrels with brother.
--> Took off the bed... no differences...... never put clock also never quarrel with brother till now...

5. Romance - No need to worry... will come before June..... I should be looking for those type who listens to me..... someone who share similar job and can assist me.....
--> Romance came...... but the rest....... sigh......


Maybe its time for me to go back there to recalculate my life and see whether are there any changes....

Melon Updates

Recently BFF-A commented that now I seldom update my blog, unlike the last time where I used to do update it at least once every few days......
Then the other BFF-B jokingly commented that I'm the one who is always busy......
And BFF-C broke up......
Sigh..... what is happening to all my friends?
Hope things will turn well for them really soon......

Some Melon's Updates here:
1. Health - Looks good.... but real condition not sure....
2. Family - Same same, no changes.
3. Love - Yah, as most of you all had know already.... I'm attached for a few months already....
4. Career - Contract expiring in end July, either extend till end Oct with current job or start on a fresh new job soon. Many interviews in process... guess market is picking up.
5. Friends - Losing connections soon.... need to sync up!

Recently had been thinking what I wanna do... so came up with the following wishlist which I could rem as of now..... not in any order of preferences....
1. Taking the Singapore Flyer.
2. Taking the Sentosa Cable Car.
3. Learning Piano.
4. Diving.
5. Overseas volunteering
6. Reverse Bungy/ Bungy Jumping
7. Tour
8. Learning japanese
9. Starting my own business

Tour!.... really looking forward to a break now.... any form of tours..... going Batam/Bintan beaches to chill or going to Bangkok to shop or going to Malaysia to feast or going to StarCruise or even spending a few nights at one of Singapore hotels..... anything manz..... just wanna be dc from work and simply dun care abt anything for the time being.....