About Melon

Just had a short chat with Advisor L.

Following is what He said abt Melon >>>>

"u know yrself better.
def not optimistic
deep down, u go in circle
that so u
the gg in circle one take longer than other"

Love can absolutely last for a lifetime, if you both know how to commit

Eventful Week

Had a pretty eventful week :-)

Mon went to fetch parents and bro and his wife & parents from airport after work.

Nothing on Tue.

Wed met Beckie for dinner and nice desserts... hadn't met her for ages... good to catch up with her again....

Thu suppose to went hooters with some ex-colleagues for farewell dinner with one of them..... was hoping its a good chance to chill out.... maybe have a corona or wat..... but then who knows... entire team activated to work OT.... until 1230am.... total 15 working hrs for that day.... damn tired... but seeing the team work together without grumbles... and having pizza as dinner together makes it feel like a family team... glad to be part of it.

Fri on leave! My little bro, Marc and his 'ex-gf' got registered for marriage :-)
Nice to see all the relatives, his friends together to witness the happy occassion at my hse.....
Suppose to be the videographer but cam memory card was full when reaching the stage of 'I Do'.... faint.... in the end quickly as my bro friend to videocam on my behalf... haha... half here half there.....
And the unhappy thing is that all the relatives thinks that I should 'make way' and get out of my room for the newly-weds....... and most of them keep asking me 'When is your turn?'.........
And the bride keep asking me 'gege, where yr gf?'..... damn irritating.. haha.....
Anyway happy for the newly weds....... and I still dun think I should give up my territory to them... haha.... hope to plan something out... maybe move to a hse with four rooms?

Just now went downstairs to watch ge-tai... then this stranger granny was chatting to me that telling me that my parallel parking is very good and she had never parked parallel before in her entire 71 yrs of life even though she can drive. Then she said I looked super young...... haha.... not the first one to say this week... even my current colleagues also said that.......

Tomorrow going for my session... then maybe find some activities to do in late noon at night..... feel like catching a movie....
Then Sun going for Aden's bday party and meeting my friend for dinner hopefully.....

Hope everything runs well......

Stress

Pretty stress up lately.

Reports keep changing....
Last min stuff keeps coming....
Urgent deadlines are super tight.....
Work is like neverending.....
Senior tendered, so most likely will be taking over his stuff these days.....

On and off,
Here and there,
Hot and cold,
Let go and pull back....
Uncare and care....

I really dunnoe what's with my life these days.......
I need to stablize stuff.

Life Goes On.....

Recently had been pretty packed with appointments with my friends.

Almost everyone said the same thing... its like someone keep repeating that into my ears again and again...... even though its from different sources......

Melon's life goes on...... everything else is in the hands of fate.

What Goes Around, Comes Around

Its all retribution coming back.
That might be why I'm now paying back what I had made someone went thru 2 years ago.

Back then, I left without an explanation.
And I didn't know she had waited for almost 2 years.
It was only yesterday then I knew she had waited and waited..... and finally move on upon knowing I was into a relationship.

The immature act of me going away without a good explanation.
Come to think of it.... I regretted the act.

Perhaps this is why God is making me pay for what I had done.
What goes around, comes around.

I guess this makes one learn from his mistake and become stronger.
At least for me.

Last Attempt

Last attempt otherwise its really time for me to go away........

6th Week

5th week going to 6th....

And I'm still confused......

I'm tired..... really tired.... both mentally & physically.....

Things I Wanna Do

NOT in any order of preference.

1. Learn guitar / piano
2. Go Swimming
3. Go Jogging / Gym
4. Take CEA
5. My Property Deals
- Close the Pebble Bay listing,
- Close the condo rental
- Help to source for small condo
- Help to source for a good hdb, a condo n a factory listing
6. Start a saving plan
7. Go for Camp Rainbow 2010
8. Read a book
9. Go for a high tea
10. Automate my SOE reports
11. Wash my car
12. Learn Yoga / Pilates / Kickboxing
13. Buy a shade
14. Go Cycling
15. Go for Buddhism talks and discussions
16. Cuppa & Dinners with all my friends :-)

So many things to keep me occupied!
What a busy 2010 ;-)

Busy Weekend

Had a busy weekend.

Managed to catch up with several group of friends whom I had last met them.

Might be going back into camp in June. Have to see whether leave is approved anot.

Things are really changing.

A New Start

Today is my first day back into the workforce.
Working at JacksonSquare@ToaPoyoh now.
Had a super slacking day sitting beside my colleague who I'm suppose to learn from but he's too busy to teach me today......
My boss had personally helped me to setup my lappie.... super good rite?
Best thing is I even managed to reunite with one of my primary school classmate...... I first find her familiar when my boss intro her to me.... then I kept thinking and thinking and finally asked her.... that's how we managed to reunite :-)
She's quite pretty too ;-)

I'm really working in a 'super' secured air-conditioned warehouse......
My direct colleagues seems to be nice..... but somehow I think I need more time to defroze them caz I think they find me threatening bez I'm a U grad plus I'm being employed as a perm whereas most of them are contract.......
Whenever it is, at least I still have my Pri School mate by me ;-)

Hope tomorrow will be a good day!

1st March 2010

Today is Jelly's 25th.

Happy Birthday My Dear.

Today is the Day too.